Hello friends, do you ever fell it's damned if you do and damned if you don't? Well that's how it's been the last few days here.
Usually I don't tell Rick everything that's going on around here-even when it comes to Gloria's health issues, he just doesn't seem to be able to handle it. And yes there are times I want to kick him and say "Be a man,grow up and shit support me for a change"
Not that that would help, maybe make me feel better. This time though I'm telling him what the Doctor says about her probably having Crohn's and he's like 'stop being so negative, you don't know if that's what's wrong with her'.
First, your right I don't know(I have got to get that crystal ball FIXED!)if that is whats wrong, I'm just saying what the doctor said.
Second, I am not being negative-I do not consider myself a negative person-I'm being realistic and again repeating what the Doctor said.
Thirdly I just want to find out what is wrong with her and fix it! And damn it I'm sad and OK scared that they'll find something really bad going on. And DAMN IT can't you just shut the fuck up and let me fall apart for like ten minuets then I'll deal with it like I always do. Really. Is that to much to ask?
I guess so, because no one in my "real" world will ever let me be the sad one, the one that needs a shoulder to cry on, or hell hold me up. Oh no I always have to be the strong one, and you know what? Sometimes it sucks donkey dicks.
Hell that's why I started blogging in the first place, I needed a place to vent.
And I haven't even begun to bitch about Brock and his fifteen year old girlfriend who thought she was pregnant! Have I mentioned he's thirteen? Crap just keep loading it on my shoulder's cause I'm super woman!
Or that a teacher at Jon's school has convinced him he could live on his own- seriously? She needs to shut her damn mouth. He's not able to do that, doesn't she think if he was I would gladly let him?
I need a vacation! Without any of them with me.
I hope you weren't expecting peace and joy from me today. LOL I'm all out. Solve your own damn problems.
OK sorry that was mean, cause I do care about all of you and I didn't mean to sound like I don't. It's just sometimes enough is enough you know? All I can say is that it's a good thing my blood pressure runs low or I'd have stroked out by now.
Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment for this knot on my neck, let's face it I can't afford to get sick who would take care of me let alone hold this family together?
Sorry I'm so bitchy today, I think I need a nap I haven't been sleeping well, so I'll go do that before I really say something I shouldn't! Until we meet again......
Usually I don't tell Rick everything that's going on around here-even when it comes to Gloria's health issues, he just doesn't seem to be able to handle it. And yes there are times I want to kick him and say "Be a man,grow up and shit support me for a change"
Not that that would help, maybe make me feel better. This time though I'm telling him what the Doctor says about her probably having Crohn's and he's like 'stop being so negative, you don't know if that's what's wrong with her'.
First, your right I don't know(I have got to get that crystal ball FIXED!)if that is whats wrong, I'm just saying what the doctor said.
Second, I am not being negative-I do not consider myself a negative person-I'm being realistic and again repeating what the Doctor said.
Thirdly I just want to find out what is wrong with her and fix it! And damn it I'm sad and OK scared that they'll find something really bad going on. And DAMN IT can't you just shut the fuck up and let me fall apart for like ten minuets then I'll deal with it like I always do. Really. Is that to much to ask?
I guess so, because no one in my "real" world will ever let me be the sad one, the one that needs a shoulder to cry on, or hell hold me up. Oh no I always have to be the strong one, and you know what? Sometimes it sucks donkey dicks.
Hell that's why I started blogging in the first place, I needed a place to vent.
And I haven't even begun to bitch about Brock and his fifteen year old girlfriend who thought she was pregnant! Have I mentioned he's thirteen? Crap just keep loading it on my shoulder's cause I'm super woman!
Or that a teacher at Jon's school has convinced him he could live on his own- seriously? She needs to shut her damn mouth. He's not able to do that, doesn't she think if he was I would gladly let him?
I need a vacation! Without any of them with me.
I hope you weren't expecting peace and joy from me today. LOL I'm all out. Solve your own damn problems.
OK sorry that was mean, cause I do care about all of you and I didn't mean to sound like I don't. It's just sometimes enough is enough you know? All I can say is that it's a good thing my blood pressure runs low or I'd have stroked out by now.
Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment for this knot on my neck, let's face it I can't afford to get sick who would take care of me let alone hold this family together?
Sorry I'm so bitchy today, I think I need a nap I haven't been sleeping well, so I'll go do that before I really say something I shouldn't! Until we meet again......
