Saturday, March 10, 2012

I'll Get Over It

     Hello friends, I really should not be bratty like I was yesterday, it looks bad when I'm trying to get people to join Women to Women then to sound like a banshee. I honestly don't know what was wrong with me. I think I'm just tired of people saying one thing and then doing another. I hate being lied to. I hate it when someone takes the easy way out, and I'm tired of being there for someone and then when I need back up their not there.
     Here I go again, I wish I could be one of those people who are happy, happy, happy all the time. I wish I could be all smiles and sunshine, say fake baby words, all arty and fake. I just can't. Not even if it meant making money off it.
      Life suck sometimes, it just does, and when it does I don't need someone to say "Tomorrow will be better" well duh, I know that I'm not in a hole. What I want is someone to listen to me rant and rave and let me get it all out, not tell me shit I already know or to draw a picture and everything will be all right.
       Why is it everyone wants to hear all that fake crap? And if that person really meant it why make you pay for it?
       Damn I am on a roll today, sorry, this so not the way to get followers, though I like real and not fake. On the other hand I do love the followers I already have so if no one else follows tough, their loss.

       I'm sorry. I'm really hurt by someone I thought was a friend and one of the reasons I started the Woman to Woman forum, and then to find out she's not backing me up. I'll get over it, I always do. Sorry to you who normally read my blog if I'm being to bitchy.


Anna Smith said...

You should never apologise for being honest! You have every right to be upset if you're friends aren't there for you. I always see it as a blessing when things like that happen - you learn who your true friends are and that's never a bad thing :)

Universal Gibberish

My name WAS Female, I shit you not! said...

You're ALLOWED! (((hugs)))Pat


I always say what I think..sometimes I pay dearly for it..but can't be anyone but me..

Katie Russell said...

I agree I would rather have you be honest & it sting for a minute than someone not tell me their real feelings- you and I have known each other a long time & you are not the kind of person who is going to say things just to hurt someone- it is ok to have down days, give yourself a break- you are always a good person, a great friend, & you care which is more than tons of people can say. Hang in there & text me back- cause I am starting to think you aren't getting them or something...Loves to you. Hang in there & know you can lean here if you need to!!!