Sunday, April 29, 2012

The Bitch is Back

  Hello friends, sorry I've been gone awhile but I needed time to figure out how to feel better and not hurt, alright kill someone. Cause that's how I felt, hurt me, use me, treat me like shit, but you better not fuck with my kids again or I WILL hurt you and I know your reading this.
   Brock my baby I'm proud of you and the way your handling this.
   And Gloria my daughter who has over come so much, defeated some demons that adults can't, proved those teachers wrong, you are smart, you are strong, please baby don't let this person-who isn't worth your tears bring you down. In the great words of Pink, listen and believe these words:
                Pretty, Pretty Please

Made a wrong turn, Once or twice
Dug my way out, Blood and fire
Bad decisions, That's alright
Welcome to my silly life


Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss "no way, it's all good", It didn't slow me down
Mistaken, Always second guessing
Under estimated, Look, I'm still around


Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than Fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me.


You're so mean, 
When you talk, About yourself, You are wrong.
Change the voices, In your head
Make them like you Instead.


So complicated, 
Look happy, You'll make it! 
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game.
It's enough, I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same.
Oh, Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me.


The whole world stares so I swallow the fear, 
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer.(coke Glo)
So cool in line and we try, try, try, 
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
We change ourselves and we do it all the time


Why do we do that? Why do I do that?
(Why do I do that?)


[Yeah~, Ohh~ pretty pretty please, Ohh~]


Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than Fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me.


You're perfect, You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than Fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me.


      You are my daughter Gloria, I LOVE YOU, I will always be here for you, I will always accept you as you are. I am your biggest fan, always have been always will be.
                                 Love Mommy
P.S.
Remember what I said, they are just jealous of you.

4 comments:

My name WAS Female, I shit you not! said...

Sounds serious! Hope things turn for the better ASAP. (((hugs)))Pat

Intricate Knot said...

I don't know who this person is, or what they did, but to involve someone's child is hitting below the belt.

I'm so sorry, Natalie. I hope you and your children are all right. xo

FoxyMoron said...

Hope the kids are okay. They're lucky to have your for their mum.

YELLOWDOG GRANNY said...

anyone hurts my kids.? they will hurt for a very long time.