Saturday, April 7, 2012

Shit Happens

     Hello friends, remember that Leta Ford song: "I went to a party last Saturday night didn't get laid got into a fight(uh huh). Well I didn't get laid, and only a small fight. I did get a little drunk, OK a lot drunk! but I get drunk on two drinks, and I didn't drive. I did sing my ass off, so horse today, but I feel better today.
     Yesterday was a bad day, my new website crashed after putting in a plugin and I don't know how to fix it, I've asked Google for help, word press, and finally went to Host Gator and they sent me a work order, but who knows how long that will take! Three days of work down the drain-and I paid for this website, it's not a free one. then to top it all off Rick decided to com here and verbally abuse me some more! Then I took Gloria to a baseball game and lost my wallet. It was a really bad bad day! I will admit I cried (alot). then got mad-OK angry! Then went to brother in laws house and jammed with them and got a little drunk.
   I used to play in a band all the time when my three oldest were little-another one of my pleasures that I gave up. And I never drink, I don't like being out of control-but last night I did it all. And I liked it!
   Life just sucks sometimes and the pressures build so high you just got to find away to let it go--and tell the world fuck you if you can't take a joke! So that's what I did! I can only handle so much for so long. Judge me if you want but I bet you'd do it to if you were in my shoes!
        Yep really don't care what other people think about me today. I usually try to be positive, and not bring everyone down--but today I don't care, I really don't. I just want some peace for a while, something to work out the first time I do it. Sorry if my words today bother you, but you didn't have to read it!








   

5 comments:

Nikolai Serban said...

It sounds like you need a safe space, with friends that understand and don't get offended. Sorry you had a bad day.

YELLOWDOG GRANNY said...

chin up .........tits out.

FoxyMoron said...

Let's all just have a "fuck you" day. We all need one of those sometimes. I am so tired I can't even think straight right now and was having all kind of weird notions till I read your blog so thanks for that.

My name WAS Female, I shit you not! said...

I'd do the same damned thing if I wouldn't suffer horribly, terribly and I promise never to do it again God if you make me all better THIS VERY MINUTE. ;0)
ALAS...he never listened and it was an entire next day of HELL for me. :0( ONE HUGE WASTED DAY. I shit you not! Unfortunately orrrr fortunately I have the memory of an elephant! As the chickens say...fluck,fluck,fluck. ;0)
Happy Easter to you and yours Natalie. (((hugs)))Pat

Intricate Knot said...

Natalie, you ROCK! I love your honest posts.

You deserve a break and I'm really glad you got out and let your hair down. We need to do that with no apologies. xo