Hello friends, so yesterdays jokes bombed? Really were they that bad? Sorry I'll try to do better next Sunday I promise!
So tomorrow is my big "fun" day! Yepee I get do be at the hospital at ten thirty am to do my paper work and have my mammogram at eleven then at eleven thirty I have my ultrasound on my neck for that lump.
I was suppose to get my blood work results today but the doctors office never called, so I guess I'll call them tomorrow.
I wish I would have put this off for a couple of weeks but I was afraid that my daughter Veronica and FoxyMoron would hurt me if I didn't get it taken care of.
It's just Glo's CT scan and both end scopes are going to be done Thursday and really she needs my attention more than I do. I just want to know whats wrong with her and then fix it-yes I sound like a man!
Here she is making watermelon balls on Sunday, she looks so perfect on the outside, how can she not be on the inside? And that's my son-in-law washing dishes in the background, what a good man.
Honestly friends I'm so worried and stressed, I hate not being in control of this.
So I kinda lost it Friday(Glo wasn't home)when Veronica let me know that our friend's son has Crohn's and basically he's dying little by little always in and out of the hospital.
What if that happens to my baby girl? How do I forgive myself? How would I go on without her? Sorry losing it again. Damn I hate crying.
Light candles, say prayers whatever you do please cause right now I can't do that. I'm to mad, hurt,lost, scared and emotions I can't put names to.
Please she's my baby.
So tomorrow is my big "fun" day! Yepee I get do be at the hospital at ten thirty am to do my paper work and have my mammogram at eleven then at eleven thirty I have my ultrasound on my neck for that lump.
I was suppose to get my blood work results today but the doctors office never called, so I guess I'll call them tomorrow.
I wish I would have put this off for a couple of weeks but I was afraid that my daughter Veronica and FoxyMoron would hurt me if I didn't get it taken care of.
It's just Glo's CT scan and both end scopes are going to be done Thursday and really she needs my attention more than I do. I just want to know whats wrong with her and then fix it-yes I sound like a man!
Here she is making watermelon balls on Sunday, she looks so perfect on the outside, how can she not be on the inside? And that's my son-in-law washing dishes in the background, what a good man.
Honestly friends I'm so worried and stressed, I hate not being in control of this.
So I kinda lost it Friday(Glo wasn't home)when Veronica let me know that our friend's son has Crohn's and basically he's dying little by little always in and out of the hospital.
What if that happens to my baby girl? How do I forgive myself? How would I go on without her? Sorry losing it again. Damn I hate crying.
Light candles, say prayers whatever you do please cause right now I can't do that. I'm to mad, hurt,lost, scared and emotions I can't put names to.
Please she's my baby.
