Sunday, November 20, 2011

    Beyond anything else I want my blog to be honest and sincere. If no one reads it or no one likes it then that's just the way it is and I'm OK with that, well I'm trying to be OK with it. I'm tired of being everyone's cheerleader, always being "up". I know it's my personality to lift everyone's spirit( my oldest daughter, Veronica, says I even do it with my dogs) but sometimes I just want to be bitchy or whiny, just plain sad or down. And this doesn't seem to go over well with my "friends" who aren't use to seeing me this way. And I understand, we all have our roles we play, and it makes people uncomfortable when we change things.
   But this blog is my space and I can do or say whatever I want, right? Well at least I'm learning that I have a right to feel anyway I want to. I have three people to thank for helping me see that I have the right to feel anyway I want and the world won't end and I'm still a good person, funny thing is I've never met any of them. The first one is Goddess Leonie at I'm telling you this woman has got it going on! She is young but her soul is old and wise, her ecourses and meditations have saved me. The second one who's help me is Dark Mother Goddess, and she is dark, funny,sensitive and not afraid to tell it like it is. I love that! The third one is Can we have a new Witch ours Melted. This is another woman who tells it like it is but also isn't afraid of her feelings and being honest about her private battles. You can find all of their Blog address under who I follow.
       I wish I could thank all these beautiful women in person for helping me get back on my feet. This year has been the worst year in my life, it brought me to my knee's like I have never been before. What happened this year you ask? Well I'll tell you sometime but not today, sorry not very brave yet.


Tanja @ Crystal Clarity said...

Love all the new links and pictures on your blog, Natalie! I'm so glad you're enjoying exploring and trying things out... I'm totally cheerleading you from the sidelines!

Anonymous said...

Thank you! I'm glad my darkness and twisted sense of humor agree wih you. Some say I'm a hard pill to swallow. To them I say, then spit ;) I'm following and looking forward to stawkin ya.